feeling better

i'm feeling better today after what was happen yesterday. *you know I know k? :)

thanks for tolerate with my bad temper baby. :) i will be strong as what you hope me to.

today is Monday. need to wait another 4 days more to back to home. :( faster over please.

*i miss you mum, dad and sis.

i have to admit that i'm quite pessimistic. yes i am. always thinks negatively. i hate this kind of feeling actually. but i cant stop myself from being like that. i wanted to change it, i'll try. really, i'll try. :)

as i stated in my earlier post, i said i want to enjoy my life to fullest and play hard right? so what am i doing now? why i'm making myself feel so down recently? no way man! stop doing so chiu mei chee! cheer up! you can do it!

p/s: my baby is doing survey, i don't know what kind of survey. -.- hope that he can do well and don't get so dark. :P

chee miss you

you're still the one

i'm in love with this song for quite a long time since i know this song. i feel like this song can be describe through this song. i feel so comfortable when listening to it. i love it. - you're still the one by Shania Twain

here's the lyric

(When I first saw you, I saw love.

And the first time you touched me, I felt love.

And after

all this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it

Look how far we've come my baby

We mighta took the long way

We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)

You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better

We beat the odds together

I'm glad we didn't listen

Look at what we would be missin'

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)

You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss good night

(You're still the one)

You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)

You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss good night

I'm so glad we've made it

Look how far we've come, my baby

baby, i love you. i really do. thanks for all the supports. i'm so lucky to have you as my boyfriend. you always cheer me up no matter what, you always be there whenever i need you. i'm just so thankful because the god let me meet you in my life. i can't find the way to repay you, i even don't know how. the only thing i can do is- always love you more than yesterday.

it was not into my ear you whispered

but into my heart;

it was not my lips you kissed

but my soul.

-Judy Garland

love, chee

Sunday

when i'm alone

Sunday is a wonderful day for all workers because they need not to work and this is the day they can take a rest.

But for me, I always get moody after I woke up in the Sunday morning. *just on those Sundays during study period. Because Sunday is the day that I have to leave my home and back to study life again. I'm feeling like i'm a 6 year old kid who crying for mummy when in the kindergarten. :(

I can't understand why I'm so wanted to back home and miss him so badly in this new semester. I'm wondering why. Anyone can tell me? Even myself also can't get the reason. :(

he always tell me don't regret on what i had chose. i may not regret on other matters but i do regret on what course i chose. regret?? nothing can be done. the only thing i can do is to move forward but not looking backward.

by the way, i had a great Saturday with my family and my baby. :D my mom cooked my favorite food for me. and today my mom will prepare dinner for me to bring back to kl. ^^ how i wish that my mom can back kl with me and i can see her everyday, and can cook for me. *so that i do not need to eat those 'FOOD' :(

hopes everything goes well. mom and dad, i love you! and of course my baby, i love you!

end with love, chee

home sweet home

it's friday! :D i love it! yea, i'm home now. :) my mum is cooking for me now. love you mum!

today, i drove back from KL to mentakab. tired. :( i have to drive because my baby is so tired due to he went to a friend's (Quek) birthday celebration and also celebration for finishing his exam yesterday. again, congratutions to my baby! finished exam and now having his 3 months holidays! enjoy baby. :D

On the way back to mentakab, we stuck in jam. i think is due to today is public holiday and many people are heading back to their hometown. enjoy the holiday people! :)

jam jam jam!

he's so tired. sleep all the way from kl to mentakab.

finally, we reached home safe. :)

Oh ya! just now i went to practice to drive car in manual. XD *ehemmm.. my dad is my trainer. :P because i may get to drive my dad's car to KL! unfortunately, the car is in manual. :( i have to learn how to drive all over again. honestly, i hate manual. but 9 out of 10 people will prefer to drive in manual because they said drive in manual is nicer than drive in auto. *hmmm.. i'm still wondering.

nevermind, i will try my best to learn and drive. *i should say i MUST. >.<

that's enough for today. i'm going to enjoy my weekend with my family and my baby. :)

p/s: i hate my tutorial question. i don't know how to do. :( *sad

with love, chee

short post

me. :) *ignore the background, it's kinda messy.

i have homework to do today! :( soon, i'll start to do assignment as well as presentation.

i think it is going to kill me. anyway, i don't want to think about all those when i'm free.

i just want to enjoy all the free time that i'm having now.

i miss home, miss my mum. and of course *you*. however, i'll see him tomorrow and my family on friday! :D yay!!

i miss this fellow so badly!

baby, tomorrow will be your last paper. you going to have a longggg holidays after that!! roughly 3 to 4 months, *envy :( how i wish i could have that long holidays! :( any how, wish you goodluck baby! and i think u gonna enjoy your night tomorrow. ~.~ i want too!! =X *bring me bring me! XD hope so.

nothing special for today. so, that's all! :)

miss you, chee

emo-ing

i have been emo for like about 2 weeks? i guess. because of the new semester! :(

how should i stop it? i wanna play, like, go clubbing? or anywhere else that can make me relax. grrr....

i'm a person who can be emo suddenly. especially when i'm feel down.

first of all, i have to say sorry to quan. because everytime when i'm emo or sad,

i treat him very bad and even don't talk to him although he keep persuading me not to.

i felt so sorry about that. :( but i just feel like don't wanna talk to him i don't know why. when the time i try to talk to him about my feeling, i will feel like crying. *i'm so useless. :( what's going on?

OMG. what's wrong with me??

anyway, he's really a good bf. *for me :)

because when the time i'm sad, he will say or do anything to make me not to feel that way. i'm so lucky to have him. ;) i love you dar!

sigh. just be a student to study, so what?? but i see it as very stressful and colourless. why? i'm afraid that i cant stand it. seriously, i'm just cant stand with stress!

i wanted to tell quan about how i feel but i know i'll be scolded by him because as what he said: 'what so hard? everyone have to study also what, why you think that it is so hard? you think only you have to stand for all these things?" i know this is the truth. :(

he said 'dont think life is hard, relax and let things flow'. :) i will do my best.

i must do my best and the most important thing is to enjoy my life and love all my family and of course *you*. :)

till here. * cheer up chee!

with love, chee

Busy weekend!

today is a freaking tiring day for me, as i said before, i attended two weddings yesterday. and i'm forced to wake up earlier in the morning (5am) to get back to campus. and i'm the one to drive from hometown to kl. i almost asleep when driving. =X *safety first. woke up early in the morning, and i finished my class at 4pm. ~.~ tired tired!

anyway, forget those tiring and boring classes. lets talk about something happy! :D

i had a busy weekend which was full of happiness and delight. although i'm very busy and tired but it was wonderful and excited! :)

yesterday, which was sunday, was my second sister's wedding. before the day coming, my mum had throw a house party. it was steamboat and BBQ my mum just invited all her siblings and my granpa. it's a small gathering actually. :)

and what a coincidence, that day was my uncle's birthday! my aunt planned to give a surprise to her husband and it successed! we were so happy on that saturday night. enjoyed it! :D

on sunday, we woke up early in the morning. and start to dress up ourself and make up! :D my mum was so busy to prepare food and drinks to guests. it was a tiring day for her. i knew she was so happy although she was tired. :)

now let the pictures tell the stories. :)

my lovely family. i love them!

me and the bride. my sis!

it's so funny. haha!

the 'challenge 2' for those 'heng dai'. it's fully planned by those sisters. =X

from the right, my eldest sis and madam lim, she used to be my five years english tuition teacher.:)

my sis and her husband.

yam seng!!!

my brother in law took this. :)

the five layers cake. *don't know it's fake or real one. =/

all the brothers of her husband sing together with him. they were getting high.

yea. i met this pretty babe ! see kee.

after my sis's wedding luncheon, heading to quan's cousin wedding dinner right after 2 hours. *tired really tired! i didn't take much photo at night.

*camwhore on the way to quan's cousin wedding dinner. XD

me and him. :) didn't take much photo with him. :(

his cousin and his cousin's wife.

not much photos i took that night.

Actually i'm quite lazy to take photo as i'm too busy and tired and forgot to take photo. =X

and i'm so mad when i found out that i didn't take photo of my outfit yesterday!! :( i changed 3 dresses but never take photo of one of it. ishhh!! mad mad mad! *i love to camwhore . blek :P

that's enough for today. i'm damn sleepy right now! off to bed now. goodnight!

sweetdream, tired chee