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what is so hard about study? why everyone must suffer from studying. T^T did anyone enjoying it? actually I shouldn't blog at this time. >.< tomorrow is the test, should be studying now. yeap, I did studied. But I feel like what I've study are not in my brain. die die die. :( hope it's not that hard.

time flies. one month, just another one month, Im gonna end my college life soon and going to another stage of my life. I don't know how it will be, but Im ready to the challenges. either way, life is full of curiosity and challenges. by all these things, then only you can learn and keep improving.

I'm so stress recently, I just don't know how to release stress. I hate it! I become lazier than last time. I wonder why. I couldn't concentrate on study! fml. I just wanna do well in my exam. I think first class honor is impossible already. :( sigh.

hmm, Im thinking to take a make up course when I'm working. but I don't really want to go for those professional make up course which need to take exam, take part in make up competition all that. I just want to learn. hehe. anywhere go this type of course?

I really don't know how to blog well. all and all, I'm just writing rubbish here. haha! don't care, this is the way I shout out. lalalalala~~~

my eyes should be looking at the notes but not the monitor now. I just hope my mind is not blank tomorrow during the test. ~.~ bye bye.

Wish me luck! goodnight.

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one of the photos from the photoshooting.

fyi, I edited this by myself. =P

it's Saturday night. nothing much to do but study at home. :( hate studying so muchhh! hope can end it as fast as possible!

the boyfriend got a lot of movies! haha! tons of movies to watch. =P will watch movies when I feel depressed. it's a good way to release stress actually, especially comedy. love movies. :)

just now watched the 'shophaholic confession'. hmm, am I a shophaholic? =x haha. i guess I'm not! because I can control myself. so I'm not k? hehe.

another weekend gonna end soon, why I keep countdown-ing. shit, I don't wanna so fast to exam. but I wanna end these craps faster. whattttt.. what a confusing mind. arghhh! anyway, what to do? the only thing that I can do is just do my best.

heard that tonight is the supermoon night. where the moon is very close with the earth. they said disaster might happen due to this. is it true? I hope it is not. I really hope it is not. disasters are really scary and bring sadness to people, people suffer. natural disaster or human caused it? whatever, what we can do is to be responsible in protecting the earth. I knew it's kinda boring but it's a truth. we all knew it.

I'm bored. :(( I wanna be a happy girl, no more moody crap!

actually this year I got a lot of activities, but i didn't post it up. lazy. 不好意思啦! hehe

okay, enough for today. waiting for my study mood to come. thanksbye!

have a nice weekend! :)

hello.

it's march now. last post was in february. LOL

so now back to here. lazy to blog. but when I got something to say but no where to say out loud. I'll come here, the best place to shout out.

exam is just around the corner. one more month. canyoubelievethatthetimereallypastsofast??

wtf! but I'll be free from exam after May! please give me the strength to go through this hard time and really hope I can get good result after that. the saddest thing is, exam fall on my birthday. my 21st birthday!! wanna cry. but my boy said we will have an early celebration! yay! hehe

finally I saw my photos. nahh, not really satisfy with it. not the photographer's problem, but mine. ishh. I wish I could do better next time. and no more hunchback meichee! disadvantage of being tall. :( although I'm not tall like 170 or above. but enough la. -.-

talking rubbish. because I'm trying to escape studying. sigh. but I still need to study after all. please, I can do it!

finally, pray really hard for Japan. hope they can go through all the hard time. hope it will be alright soon. really hope that. disaster stay away from the earth. please take care of the mother earth. we need it. so please.

remember the Earth Hour, on 26th March 2011, 8.30pm to 9.30pm. work together. individually, we are one drop. together, we are an ocean. work together and protect the earth.

Earth Hour 2011.

goodnight. :)

back to life

everyone is back to study and work. what a short cny break. not satisfied!

is time to face the reality again. I miss the holidays. :(

feel like going to vacation, I wanna travel! feel so stress to face the study. sometimes I think 'can I have party everyday and have lots of fun everyday?' but the truth is, we have to work or study. it's impossible.

is it when we growing up, the time will past faster? I feel that way. time is like flying since I graduated from secondary school. I don't wanna admit that I'm already 21. 21?! when im a little girl, I wish I can grow up faster, but now, I wish the time could stop. everything changed. I wish I'm a little girl now. :(

the last assignment will due tomorrow. I have no idea how will it be marked. honestly, im afraid of it. Assignment made me suffer. but I know I'm lazy. maybe I don't deserve good mark because of my laziness.

sigh! I want holiday! I miss home.

anyway, I didn't post any photo in the previous post. now, there you go. :)

Gong Xii Fatt Chai!

emo me.

love. ;)

lion dance.

jayden with granpa

jayden with grandma.

mummy and sisters. ;))

the family photo. :)

my lovely family. I love you!

love ya. my family, my boy, my babes and my friends! :)))

Rabbit Year ♥

Time is so fast, today is the third day of CNY. happy or sad?

happy because this is the time to gather with family, sad is that the time is flying and the break is too short. and there are tons of work given by lecturer during the CNY. why cannot let us enjoy our celebration?? I hate them.

went back to my mum side relative's house, we are so happy because this is the time that we all can gather together, I think only once a year. one and only one. I feel like what? once a year? then have to wait for the next year again. why we like never appreciate and take lot of photos together.

:(

I know we should be happy during CNY. but i realize there are a lot of people wrote on facebook wall that they are not happy with CNY in this year. why? that really affected my mood too.

I don't really like the feeling when the CNY mood is over then get back to work or study. feel so lonely and back to stress life. yea, who likes then? everybody doesn't like it!

Ok, I should stop being emo in this time. should be happy because we have this only once a year.

I hope this Rabbit year will be a good good year for everybody. have no any disaster or war again. we don't like it. and to some people, please, don't ever throw rubbish out from your car! it is annoying and polluting the environment! I wrote this because last few days I saw a person throw a bottle can from the car, how come he or she can throw such a big rubbish on the road?? don't he feel ashame or guilty?? protect the earth if you want to stay on the earth.

stay healthy, take care everyone. you can do your things only when you have good health.

Happy Rabbit Year! :)

010211 ♥ February ♥

hey people! It's February! and Chinese new year is just in 2 two days time.

I hope CNY of this year will be a wonderful one. everyone has short break for CNY. so sad. I hope can have longer. :( because I wanna stay at home for longer. and gather with friends.

anyway, we still have to celebrate it happily. :))) must appreciate every moment during the celebration k? ;)) only once a year.

Happy Chinese New Year!

身体健康

平平安安

Wish everyone has a happy 'Rabbit' year! :D

p/s: opps, I wanna post the party photo but it takes too long time to upload the photos. =x I'll try.

shit

I'm in a f*cking bad mood. I'm in the middle and don't know what to do. maybe it is not big deal, but I do really care about it. I don't know how others think, but I feel very bad. not bad actually, but I don't know how to explain the feeling. the feeling sucksssss!

Ishh.. Arghhh.. I hope everything goes well, but I just can't make sure it will.

Sigh.. Sorry.

And the stupid assignment is driving me crazy again. fml!