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what is so hard about study? why everyone must suffer from studying. T^T did anyone enjoying it? actually I shouldn't blog at this time. >.< tomorrow is the test, should be studying now. yeap, I did studied. But I feel like what I've study are not in my brain. die die die. :( hope it's not that hard.

time flies. one month, just another one month, Im gonna end my college life soon and going to another stage of my life. I don't know how it will be, but Im ready to the challenges. either way, life is full of curiosity and challenges. by all these things, then only you can learn and keep improving.

I'm so stress recently, I just don't know how to release stress. I hate it! I become lazier than last time. I wonder why. I couldn't concentrate on study! fml. I just wanna do well in my exam. I think first class honor is impossible already. :( sigh.

hmm, Im thinking to take a make up course when I'm working. but I don't really want to go for those professional make up course which need to take exam, take part in make up competition all that. I just want to learn. hehe. anywhere go this type of course?

I really don't know how to blog well. all and all, I'm just writing rubbish here. haha! don't care, this is the way I shout out. lalalalala~~~

my eyes should be looking at the notes but not the monitor now. I just hope my mind is not blank tomorrow during the test. ~.~ bye bye.

Wish me luck! goodnight.

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one of the photos from the photoshooting.

fyi, I edited this by myself. =P

it's Saturday night. nothing much to do but study at home. :( hate studying so muchhh! hope can end it as fast as possible!

the boyfriend got a lot of movies! haha! tons of movies to watch. =P will watch movies when I feel depressed. it's a good way to release stress actually, especially comedy. love movies. :)

just now watched the 'shophaholic confession'. hmm, am I a shophaholic? =x haha. i guess I'm not! because I can control myself. so I'm not k? hehe.

another weekend gonna end soon, why I keep countdown-ing. shit, I don't wanna so fast to exam. but I wanna end these craps faster. whattttt.. what a confusing mind. arghhh! anyway, what to do? the only thing that I can do is just do my best.

heard that tonight is the supermoon night. where the moon is very close with the earth. they said disaster might happen due to this. is it true? I hope it is not. I really hope it is not. disasters are really scary and bring sadness to people, people suffer. natural disaster or human caused it? whatever, what we can do is to be responsible in protecting the earth. I knew it's kinda boring but it's a truth. we all knew it.

I'm bored. :(( I wanna be a happy girl, no more moody crap!

actually this year I got a lot of activities, but i didn't post it up. lazy. 不好意思啦! hehe

okay, enough for today. waiting for my study mood to come. thanksbye!

have a nice weekend! :)

hello.

it's march now. last post was in february. LOL

so now back to here. lazy to blog. but when I got something to say but no where to say out loud. I'll come here, the best place to shout out.

exam is just around the corner. one more month. canyoubelievethatthetimereallypastsofast??

wtf! but I'll be free from exam after May! please give me the strength to go through this hard time and really hope I can get good result after that. the saddest thing is, exam fall on my birthday. my 21st birthday!! wanna cry. but my boy said we will have an early celebration! yay! hehe

finally I saw my photos. nahh, not really satisfy with it. not the photographer's problem, but mine. ishh. I wish I could do better next time. and no more hunchback meichee! disadvantage of being tall. :( although I'm not tall like 170 or above. but enough la. -.-

talking rubbish. because I'm trying to escape studying. sigh. but I still need to study after all. please, I can do it!

finally, pray really hard for Japan. hope they can go through all the hard time. hope it will be alright soon. really hope that. disaster stay away from the earth. please take care of the mother earth. we need it. so please.

remember the Earth Hour, on 26th March 2011, 8.30pm to 9.30pm. work together. individually, we are one drop. together, we are an ocean. work together and protect the earth.

Earth Hour 2011.

goodnight. :)

back to life

everyone is back to study and work. what a short cny break. not satisfied!

is time to face the reality again. I miss the holidays. :(

feel like going to vacation, I wanna travel! feel so stress to face the study. sometimes I think 'can I have party everyday and have lots of fun everyday?' but the truth is, we have to work or study. it's impossible.

is it when we growing up, the time will past faster? I feel that way. time is like flying since I graduated from secondary school. I don't wanna admit that I'm already 21. 21?! when im a little girl, I wish I can grow up faster, but now, I wish the time could stop. everything changed. I wish I'm a little girl now. :(

the last assignment will due tomorrow. I have no idea how will it be marked. honestly, im afraid of it. Assignment made me suffer. but I know I'm lazy. maybe I don't deserve good mark because of my laziness.

sigh! I want holiday! I miss home.

anyway, I didn't post any photo in the previous post. now, there you go. :)

Gong Xii Fatt Chai!

emo me.

love. ;)

lion dance.

jayden with granpa

jayden with grandma.

mummy and sisters. ;))

the family photo. :)

my lovely family. I love you!

love ya. my family, my boy, my babes and my friends! :)))

Rabbit Year ♥

Time is so fast, today is the third day of CNY. happy or sad?

happy because this is the time to gather with family, sad is that the time is flying and the break is too short. and there are tons of work given by lecturer during the CNY. why cannot let us enjoy our celebration?? I hate them.

went back to my mum side relative's house, we are so happy because this is the time that we all can gather together, I think only once a year. one and only one. I feel like what? once a year? then have to wait for the next year again. why we like never appreciate and take lot of photos together.

:(

I know we should be happy during CNY. but i realize there are a lot of people wrote on facebook wall that they are not happy with CNY in this year. why? that really affected my mood too.

I don't really like the feeling when the CNY mood is over then get back to work or study. feel so lonely and back to stress life. yea, who likes then? everybody doesn't like it!

Ok, I should stop being emo in this time. should be happy because we have this only once a year.

I hope this Rabbit year will be a good good year for everybody. have no any disaster or war again. we don't like it. and to some people, please, don't ever throw rubbish out from your car! it is annoying and polluting the environment! I wrote this because last few days I saw a person throw a bottle can from the car, how come he or she can throw such a big rubbish on the road?? don't he feel ashame or guilty?? protect the earth if you want to stay on the earth.

stay healthy, take care everyone. you can do your things only when you have good health.

Happy Rabbit Year! :)

010211 ♥ February ♥

hey people! It's February! and Chinese new year is just in 2 two days time.

I hope CNY of this year will be a wonderful one. everyone has short break for CNY. so sad. I hope can have longer. :( because I wanna stay at home for longer. and gather with friends.

anyway, we still have to celebrate it happily. :))) must appreciate every moment during the celebration k? ;)) only once a year.

Happy Chinese New Year!

身体健康

平平安安

Wish everyone has a happy 'Rabbit' year! :D

p/s: opps, I wanna post the party photo but it takes too long time to upload the photos. =x I'll try.

shit

I'm in a f*cking bad mood. I'm in the middle and don't know what to do. maybe it is not big deal, but I do really care about it. I don't know how others think, but I feel very bad. not bad actually, but I don't know how to explain the feeling. the feeling sucksssss!

Ishh.. Arghhh.. I hope everything goes well, but I just can't make sure it will.

Sigh.. Sorry.

And the stupid assignment is driving me crazy again. fml!

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I'm just fed up with all the coursework! why my coursework like will never end?! I hate them, I don't know what the lecturers want from us!

Journals, articles are all rubbish! :( I can't find anything that I really want.

I wish I could just stop doing all the stupid coursework and wait for CNY. I really wanna enjoy my CNY without any stress. I hope I can finish it before CNY. :((

Luckily you're here, blogspot. :) you let me shout out all my stress and sadness here when I couldn't tell it to anybody.

hmm.. I got a new idol recently. ;P he is Anthony Neely 倪安东. Oh god! he way too handsome and really good in singing!! (; he is a Chinese-American mixed. really hard to see a guy is having both the good looking and great singing skill. his songs are damn nice. recommend to everyone.:)

hope his new album will get good response. but I think it will. :D hehe

*one of his songs - Sorry that I loved you - the song you're listening in my blog. =P

he is cute and handsome!!

byebye. love ya.

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Speechless. =x

One girl copied my photo in facebook and make my photo as her profile picture and act like she is me. wtf? I was so shocked when I saw my photos are in other's facebook. why nowadays got so many people like to pretend they are somebody and then put all the photos which are not themselves!

please don't ever use someone's photo, if your don't want other to know who you are then please don't sign up for facebook. what for you cheat people like this? happy? please don't ok? especially those guys who use handsome guy's photo to cheat girl! you will hurt the girl so badly you know? stupid! just show up with who you are.

ok, finish with these stupid things.

now, I wanna ask, how to have a flawless skin and reduce dark circle? I hate my dark circle!! :( i hope they will just disappear from my face! and don't know why my skin become more worst.:((

saddddddddd. hope products can help me to get back my healthy skin. sigh.

goodnight. sweetdream

Teeheeee. ♥

Hmm.. Nothing much to update. Am going back to kl later.

Can't wait for the Chinese New Year! red packet aka 'angpau' ! ;P new clothes, new shoes and new bagssss! oppss, I haven buy shoe and bag. and I think I need to buy more clothes because I just bought a few which I think is NOT ENOUGH! =x so next week gonna shop with my girls then the next next week gonna shop with my baby! :P hehe

done! teehee... blog because I'm bored!!! D; bye, have a great Sunday! ;)

Magic

I feel like make up is a magic for girls. O.o

世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

This saying is kinda correct. just don't be lazy in taking care your skin or body, I think you will always looks young!

We can see so many post in facebook about the power of make up for girls, they post the photos of girls before and after make up. I feel like, WOW. it's big different. small eyes become big eyes, big face become smaller, nose looks nicer. so, if all the girls in the world make up then i think there is no ugly woman in the world. =x

i mean those who have thick make up. heavy make up really make people looks different. I'm not saying that make up is not good, but I think it's one of the tools to make yourself confidence. if you feel that you will be more confident after make up then just go for it! even just a simple make up, it helps too. =P

even though I might not qualify to talk about this because I'm not really good in make up, but I can discuss about it right? =x sorry if i have offended anyone out there.

actually I'm kinda envy those girls who are good in make up. like they are born to be good in make up? -.- I think I don't have such talent. :( so sad. so, for me, normally a simple make up will do.

besides make up, girls should always take care of their skin by using some skin care products. each of us have our own favorite products. as long as, it give a good effect to your skin, just use it. :) actually make up will like hurt or make our skin condition become worst. so we must take good care during remove make up. cleanser and toner is a must everyday. it is to clean the dust or dirty thing on our face. apply mask like once or twice a week will keep your skin hydrated. but it depends on what kind of mask you're using. like mask for whitening or hydrating.

*sometime I feel like lazy to make up, because have to remove make up. -.- I'm kinda lazy to do this step. so, better don't make up. == but still have to larr, I need confident. =P

so remember, no ugly woman, only lazy one. hmm, I'm good in translating. -,- haha

take care everyone!

*apparently, there is no make up in this photo. -.-

okthanksbye.

Oppsss

Oppss... long time never update my blog. =x

never update about my Christmas celebration and new year eve celebration. because it was nothing special about it. -.-

how's my days recently? hmm.. it's pretty good! ;D hehe. started new semester, it was my last semester. should I be happy or sad? I'm confusing too. nahh.. don't care la.

I just went to dye my hair today! I'm so happy with the outcome. ;))) thanks to the stylist. :)) gonna buy some products to take care my hair, my hair is like kinda damaged. :( will get it soon.

Before....

After! ;P looks like black but actually it's something like copper red.

Reeeeddd. ;P

Can you see the difference between before and after. hehe

I love it! seriously!

next week gonna be a shopping week for me! going to shop with my girls. :DD hope I can get something that I want. wanted to buy so many stuffff.

can't wait for chinese new year! 2 more weeks. :)

I hope this year is a great year ahead.

family and friends stay healthy and happy always.

I hope I can do well in my exam.

and world peace!

goodnight!

chee

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it's a nothing special day.

woke up early in the morning, followed the boy to his campus.

then he went to class, i wait for him. doing assignments, listening to songs. dammit, so bored with assignments! ==

don't know what to blog. ==

bye. ok, i know i'm lame now. LOL

Blogging kills boring

When you got a bad mood, you should blog. because blogging really helps you to release all your stress and the bad mood! :D this is what I'm doing! =P

U know what, it's year end sales now! but I sit at home and do assignments. :(

I wanna shopping so badly. even I went to shopping mall these 2 days, but I shop nothing. can't find anything suit me, what happen to me. =X

last time, I can buy without hesitation, but now have to think so much. why? =S

I think I should shop with my girl friends instead of my darling. -.- maybe next year?

can see everywhere is having great sales, everywhere is crowded.

and christmas is around the corner, all the christmas decorations in shopping mall are so nice. ;D

my fat face. =XX

Pavillion

One utama

everyone is going to shop for christmas present for the loves one. ;)))

I'm going to buy one for mine too! but secret! XP hehe

hope he won't see this, but I bet he will not see this. teeheeee. =P

been slacking for these 2 days, I just wanna enjoy all the time with him. ;)

but I have to admit that I'm lazy too. should stop being like this! yea, i should.

I hate sunday, because tomorrow is monday. :( have to wait for one week again. sigh.

ok, my mood is back now. bye! ;))

chee

Bye, November 2010

here come the last month of 2010. feel so sad don't know why. maybe because time past so fast? yea I think so.

Never had this type of feeling last time. I wonder why.

Finally November ended. November was a bad month for me. I suffered for assignments, suffered for something. everything, tired.

BYE, NOVEMBER 2010.

I think it's time for me to buck up for everything in my life.

I want my life to be wonderful all the time, but not mess up because of some stupid stuff.

I hope everything will be better from now on.

I love my family, friends and of course I love him so much. I hope he does too. :)

we are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person. :)

Christmas is coming soon, remember last year Christmas, baby and I had a great Christmas celebration and we exchanged presents too. ;)) I hope this year Christmas will be better than the last year. :)

one year is over, but the things like just happened yesterday. I can't believe that time really past so fast like we never stop and really enjoy the every single moment.

so, we must appreciate every moment we have with our loves one. :))

I saw a quote yesterday in my college, it's so meaningful.

"worry doesn't make things better"

it's true, no matter how worry your are, things doesn't get better. we should take action and do it. plan the work, work the plan. so don't worry, keep on going. everyday is a happy day. :)

LIFE GOES ON! ;)

Where is holiday

Holidays, where are you? I want you so badly. :((

I want holidayssss!! too stress, too tired!!

yea I got holidays but not going to be a holiday for me to relax, but is to do assignments. pissed off! why can't the university set the due date earlier. ishhh! Christmas and new year are dropped between the holidays!! should be an enjoyable holiday larrr! :(

however, I won't let the stupid assignments spoil my plan! ;DD if there is any plan, still go on. hahaha!

just wanna do a little update. ;) bye!

p/s: don't know why miss home so much suddenly. :'(

and the stupid pipe is spoilt, I can't bath!!! hope the owner will come to fix later. D;

chee

Updated

HELLO! :D just recovered from fever. :) don't know why suddenly got fever. luckily, not that serious. should take good care of myself. :)

thanks dear for caring me so much when I was sick. :)))

I overslept this morning! OMG, i thought I'll be late for the class, but when I'm rushing to shower and whatever, then suddenly receive a message ' Mr. XXX MC today, class is cancelled.'

I was like, what? should have overslept for one more hour before I see the message. =P

btw, finally one of my assignments is due next week! one down, but will be struggling for the next 3. :(

I know it's kinda long period for me to finish my assignments. but just keep slacking and slacking, then do last minute work. regret! :( so sad about it, angry at myself, why am I so lazy. arghhh!

However, I won't let assignments to kill me, I'll kill them. =P

Remember? First class honors. :D hehe

while doing assignments, I wanna enjoy my life too. I'm doing it! *enjoy till I rush for assignments, can see how really I'm enjoying. haha

I wanna shopping!! crazy for shopping recently, I got a whole list of things to buy. =.= hmm, should buy wisely. =P don't waste money. maybe wait for my mum to come and shop with her, shop for chinese new year? ;))

see, year 2010 is going to end real soon. sigh. so fast. like i did nothing for the whole year. -.-

anyway, new year with new hopes. :))) hope everything gonna be fine and better in the coming year. :)

till here today. gonna take a nap.

Bye. Have a nice day. ;)

chee

late night

it's 1.40 am now. I'm still awake. What happen to me? I wanna do my assignments, but end up with did nothing. pissed off!! I hate it, why am I so lazy. please, give me strength to do it. :((

And I emo for don't know what's the reason. I hate this! what the hell am I thinking? my mind just can't clear and start doing my assignments.

Assignments, assignments, you're so annoying!!

One week is gonna end soon, another week gone. why the happy time always past so fast, I hope the time could stop and let me enjoy it slowly. :(

I'm so scared, I scare that one day you will lie to me again. I don't want the same thing to happen again. really, I hope it won't! never! I can't take it anymore if it happen again. I know I can't.

when I see you, I feel so happy, but when I don't, I don't feel safe at all.

I hope someday you will realize what I've done for you.

sorry for the stupid emo post again.

It's raining now, should be a goodnight's sleep. :) goodnight.

ILY. :))

chee

feel fresh!

hello! :D

I cut my hair last week! shorter about 6 to 7 inches. it's been don't know how many years I never had my hair length like this. >.<

honestly, I didn't plan to cut it. but last thursday, I feel so stress and I was so sad for don't know the reason, then I decided to go and have hair cut. you know what, I feel so fresh after cut my hair!! feel like I throw away all my sadness and stress!

I'm doing good now, I hope it will continue improving! :))

how good is it if there is no lies or betray in this world.

I just got my assignments done just now, waiting for the plagiarism result, damn worry man :(

I hope everything is fine. :))

just a short post for today, been lack of sleep for these few weeks. :( skin condition become more worst, sad :'( I must get my good skin back!

done! :D

Goodnight!

chee

I choose to trust you doesn't mean you can lie to me.