Bye, November 2010

here come the last month of 2010. feel so sad don't know why. maybe because time past so fast? yea I think so.

Never had this type of feeling last time. I wonder why.

Finally November ended. November was a bad month for me. I suffered for assignments, suffered for something. everything, tired.

BYE, NOVEMBER 2010.

I think it's time for me to buck up for everything in my life.

I want my life to be wonderful all the time, but not mess up because of some stupid stuff.

I hope everything will be better from now on.

I love my family, friends and of course I love him so much. I hope he does too. :)

we are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person. :)

Christmas is coming soon, remember last year Christmas, baby and I had a great Christmas celebration and we exchanged presents too. ;)) I hope this year Christmas will be better than the last year. :)

one year is over, but the things like just happened yesterday. I can't believe that time really past so fast like we never stop and really enjoy the every single moment.

so, we must appreciate every moment we have with our loves one. :))

I saw a quote yesterday in my college, it's so meaningful.

"worry doesn't make things better"

it's true, no matter how worry your are, things doesn't get better. we should take action and do it. plan the work, work the plan. so don't worry, keep on going. everyday is a happy day. :)

LIFE GOES ON! ;)

Where is holiday

Holidays, where are you? I want you so badly. :((

I want holidayssss!! too stress, too tired!!

yea I got holidays but not going to be a holiday for me to relax, but is to do assignments. pissed off! why can't the university set the due date earlier. ishhh! Christmas and new year are dropped between the holidays!! should be an enjoyable holiday larrr! :(

however, I won't let the stupid assignments spoil my plan! ;DD if there is any plan, still go on. hahaha!

just wanna do a little update. ;) bye!

p/s: don't know why miss home so much suddenly. :'(

and the stupid pipe is spoilt, I can't bath!!! hope the owner will come to fix later. D;

chee

Updated

HELLO! :D just recovered from fever. :) don't know why suddenly got fever. luckily, not that serious. should take good care of myself. :)

thanks dear for caring me so much when I was sick. :)))

I overslept this morning! OMG, i thought I'll be late for the class, but when I'm rushing to shower and whatever, then suddenly receive a message ' Mr. XXX MC today, class is cancelled.'

I was like, what? should have overslept for one more hour before I see the message. =P

btw, finally one of my assignments is due next week! one down, but will be struggling for the next 3. :(

I know it's kinda long period for me to finish my assignments. but just keep slacking and slacking, then do last minute work. regret! :( so sad about it, angry at myself, why am I so lazy. arghhh!

However, I won't let assignments to kill me, I'll kill them. =P

Remember? First class honors. :D hehe

while doing assignments, I wanna enjoy my life too. I'm doing it! *enjoy till I rush for assignments, can see how really I'm enjoying. haha

I wanna shopping!! crazy for shopping recently, I got a whole list of things to buy. =.= hmm, should buy wisely. =P don't waste money. maybe wait for my mum to come and shop with her, shop for chinese new year? ;))

see, year 2010 is going to end real soon. sigh. so fast. like i did nothing for the whole year. -.-

anyway, new year with new hopes. :))) hope everything gonna be fine and better in the coming year. :)

till here today. gonna take a nap.

Bye. Have a nice day. ;)

chee

late night

it's 1.40 am now. I'm still awake. What happen to me? I wanna do my assignments, but end up with did nothing. pissed off!! I hate it, why am I so lazy. please, give me strength to do it. :((

And I emo for don't know what's the reason. I hate this! what the hell am I thinking? my mind just can't clear and start doing my assignments.

Assignments, assignments, you're so annoying!!

One week is gonna end soon, another week gone. why the happy time always past so fast, I hope the time could stop and let me enjoy it slowly. :(

I'm so scared, I scare that one day you will lie to me again. I don't want the same thing to happen again. really, I hope it won't! never! I can't take it anymore if it happen again. I know I can't.

when I see you, I feel so happy, but when I don't, I don't feel safe at all.

I hope someday you will realize what I've done for you.

sorry for the stupid emo post again.

It's raining now, should be a goodnight's sleep. :) goodnight.

ILY. :))

chee

feel fresh!

hello! :D

I cut my hair last week! shorter about 6 to 7 inches. it's been don't know how many years I never had my hair length like this. >.<

honestly, I didn't plan to cut it. but last thursday, I feel so stress and I was so sad for don't know the reason, then I decided to go and have hair cut. you know what, I feel so fresh after cut my hair!! feel like I throw away all my sadness and stress!

I'm doing good now, I hope it will continue improving! :))

how good is it if there is no lies or betray in this world.

I just got my assignments done just now, waiting for the plagiarism result, damn worry man :(

I hope everything is fine. :))

just a short post for today, been lack of sleep for these few weeks. :( skin condition become more worst, sad :'( I must get my good skin back!

done! :D

Goodnight!

chee

I choose to trust you doesn't mean you can lie to me.

TRUST

How to trust a person who lied you before?

I'm scared. :(

I just need to feel safe.

Don't lie to me please.

I wanted to trust you, but make sure you're not lying.